Where you are in your own world. Where your thoughts is spilled and thinking to yourself why. Why are having thoughts about those things you are having at night. The things that bother you the most. That gets to the best of you and you feel like dying in the inside. The physical reactions you have when you are feeling like you want to end everything once and for all. But you can’t do it cause it’s just something that is not permanent. Just a temporary feeling of feelings that won’t last forever. 

(via jasminetran)

xmdeezy:

11/22/09 - The day we met.
11/23/09 - I added you on Myspace.
11/24/09 - I miss you.
11/25/09 - I love your good morning texts.
11/26/09 - Happy Thanksgiving ugly :)
11/27/09 - You gave me your number, but I lost it.
11/28/09 - Our first date.
11/29/09 - First night on the phone together.
11/30/09 - We grabbed some ice cream.
11/31/09 - My day couldn’t have been better.
12/01/09 - You’ve surprised me for my birthday.
12/02/09 - I hope you like the bouquet of roses.
12/03/09 - I don’t ever want to pass up this opportunity.
12/04/09 - Build a bear together.
12/05/09 - I love how you understand me perfectly.
12/06/09 - The first time we’ve held hands.
12/07/09 - I called to tell you it was snowing at 3am.
12/08/09 - I like you :)
12/09/09 - You’re my princess.
12/10/09 - You fell asleep on the phone last night. 
12/11/09 - I can’t believe I’m falling for you.
12/12/09 - Bittersweet feelings lately.
12/13/09 - I hope you understand these feelings.
12/14/09 - The first night I told you how I felt.
12/15/09 - Good luck at your concert tonight :).
12/16/09 - Your always the highlight of my day.
12/17/09 - We’re almost there.
12/18/09 - I never wanted to let you go.
12/19/09 - Me, you, us.
12/20/09 - I wish you knew.
12/21/09 - I can’t see you with someone else.
12/22/09 - We’ve talked for a month now.
12/23/09 - Your never a waste of my time.
12/24/09 - 11:11 I made a wish for us.
12/25/09 - Merry Christmas Princess.
12/26/09 - Exchanging our presents.
12/27/09 - First sushi date.
12/28/09 - You’re everything I’ve ever wanted.
12/29/09 - First time going ice skating together.
12/30/09 - Happy New Year Eve. Enjoy your day.
12/31/09 - I’m ending my year with you.
01/01/10 - And starting out my year with you.
01/02/10 - Happy Birthday :).
01/03/10 - First time cooking for a girl!
01/04/10 - You always seem to make my day better.
01/05/10 - I love being your alarm clock.
01/06/10 - Thank you for my love notes. 
01/07/10 - I look forward to talking to you everyday (:
01/08/10 - Because I’ll never let you go.
01/09/10 - The first voice I hear of the day.
01/10/10 - I’m never gonna let you down.
01/11/10 - You bring the best out of me.
01/12/10 - Wake up ugly, you’re late for school.
01/13/10 - You make me feel special everyday.
01/14/10 - Walked down the beach together :)
01/15/10 - I love painting your toes, aha.
01/16/10 - I like your smile. 
01/17/10 - You tell the worst pickup lines.
01/18/10 - I love your corny jokes.
01/19/10 - I wish you were by my side through this storm.
01/20/10 - Our snow trip to Tahoe. 
01/21/10 - Spent the whole day watching movies.
01/22/10 - 2 months mark.
01/23/10 - Story of my life. :).
01/24/10 - You hold the smile on my face everyday.
01/25/10 - People are already asking.
01/26/10 - Nothing left but these memories.
01/27/10 - The feelings never go away.
01/28/10 - Goodbye. I love you.

Love, - BA.

I miss these :3 

(via sandy-nguyen)

Seriously, if you don’t like me the way I like you, then just tell me. Don’t force yourself to like me. I don’t want to believe some lies. I’d rather get hurt from the truth than the lie. So please, if you don’t like me then just tell me so I can move on and forget about you.

(via rawr-rawr-christinex3)

“Goodnight, haven’t talked to you for a minute but I hope you’re doing good. Just wanted to check up on you :). If you need anything, I’m here.”

Random text messages make my day. It’s nice to know people check up on me and put in effort to keep a friendship going. It really doesn’t hurt to say hi to someone once in awhile or take out a couple of minutes to send someone a text. 

I’m so grateful to have a few friends that are considerate & thoughtful :)

Ugh, waiting for these bitches to get on skype…. 

My lord, hurry up.

I need to sleep.